This site is for people who need some help with Kundalini awakening and find themselves out of their depth in clicking noises in their heads, twitches in their arms and legs, insomnia with nights watching endless fascinating replays of their past lives, seeing flashes, lights or other beings floating around, hearing drums and thunder booming through their heads that only they can hear, and on it goes. See this YouTube video of some of the symptoms that might affect people who have awakened the sleeping giant of Kundalini.
These could be some of the symptoms of the awakened Kundalini, but there is an endless list of possible symptoms. They can be like a bolt of lightning rushing through the subtle nadis (nerve channels) of the body and causing havoc with ones' comfortable daily show of being normal and sane. The body that functioned on 100 watts, is now dealing with a 1000 watts. One might have spontaneous yogic postures as this man standing on his head (see video). I did fish pose without ever knowing its name for years after my awakening. I do not know how my body knew to do this posture, but it always left my neck clear and lighter. Some people hop about with their legs in lotus posture. Some see visions and scenes from past lives. How does this occur?
In the West, we do not hear about this experience in our daily life. Yet it has been part of human experience for thousands of years and is well understood in cultures that have kept a spiritual tradition from the past. As strange as it may seem to us Westerners, in these ancient traditions, it is a "normal" stage of evolution of the human nervous system much like puberty or menopause; we do not hear much about it because it is not part of our cultural traditions, but today, the number of these awakenings is increasing during this period of history. (see a chapter of my book AWAKENED GODDESS: KUNDALINI SHAKTI Chapter 1 for more information). Thus it is time to bring this information to more and more people in the West.

Why is it so dramatic and upsetting? We carry in our tissues memories of our past lives: battles we have fought, demons who have infected our light, angers we have inflicted on others. All these energies have created a negative trace within the subtle central nervous memory carried over from lifetime to lifetime within us. The Kundalini starts to clean that out. It is like a "Roto Rooter" of your past dramas and traumas which are buried in latent memories in the subconscious and which still affect your daily life now if they are unresolved. It is the light of God, the light of the truth that has awakened in you. Its light is averse to the negative memories it finds, so it just pushes them out like rushing water through a clog in the drain. This is painful sometimes; it is frightening also, but, in the long term, it is truly wonderful for you, since you lose this bothersome memory for good. You clean out that memory trace forever. It is gone. You are FREE. Your heart and being can feel closer to God because you are not burdened with thoughts of self-hatred. The serious symptoms come when you intentionally block this release with beliefs, fears and thoughts. The same clearing occurs for the blissful times of your past, which also arise and bring days of ecstacy. It all comes up to be purified. This is what is the *joy* in all this present confusion. You can be truly en-light-ened!!!

How did this happen to you? Maybe you meditated too much, or did dramatic yoga postures, perhaps a highly spiritual person activated it, or it could be damage through childbirth. Maybe you joined a Kundalini Yoga or meditation class without having any idea what you were involved in. And maybe your teacher has no clue what he/she has unleashed within you and cannot help you through it. This happens all too often sadly. I was fortunate to have been awakened by a very high teacher: Swami Muktananda in 1979. He guided the ascent of the Kundalini and, through the practices he gave me, I was able to stabilize it within a year. Everyone needs such a guide on this journey.
However, I have many clients who have not been so lucky. For once the lid is off Pandora's box, once the snake begins its ascent in the subtle nervous system, it is very difficult to know how to control the Kundalini symptoms, and rest assured that your psychiatrist or therapist will have no clue. They are trained to see pathology and administer a drug, but Kundalini awakening is not pathological any more than puberty. It is a time of change and imbalance, but not illness. When you have a fever that comes with a cold or flu, the fever heat kills the bacteria or virus and restores you to health. The Kundalini is like a fever of the nervous system burning off the negativity that has been living inside you for too long. When the "fever" goes, you recover and you are emotionally, psychologically and neurologically healthier than you were before.
However it came about, and even if this describes your unsettling experiences, then you are still going through a remarkable event in your life and past lifetimes. This is a great celebration! We are approaching a time (the end of the 16.4 billion year cycle of consciousness evolution in our universe - per Carl Johan Calleman Ph.D. The Mayan Calendarp.90) when the duality of "thee and me" will cease. He says anyone living past October 28, 2011, will be enlightened. Those who do not choose this, will not be here. SO ... getting your Kundalini up and active is one giant step of preparing for this milestone of human evolution.
And you thought you were going mad! You were mad when all that nonsense lodged inside your subconscious was controlling your life, but the good news is here!
You are being given the opportunity of going SANE.

When your Kundalini awakens, your subconscious gets cleaned out. Your self-hatred will disappear and you will learn to know that you are one miniature drop of the divine--the stuff of stars. See this video from Swami Chetananda about Kundalini
Dear One: Now you have a chance to clean out the attic of your mind, heart and subtle nervous system of years/lifetimes of insanity. You have received the philosopher's alchemical stone, the holy grail, the fountain of youth, the secret of divine immortality. Not bad for a few uncomfortable symptoms! However, while they last they can seem to be a curse! Just remember this, all that you suffer through while living you do not have to suffer through while dying. All this craziness is cleansing your chakras and nadis to prepare you for the influx of this full Kundalini light... the divine light of God. Get the work done now. Bear it! If you think you cannot bear it, ask the Goddess Kundalini - who is your very SELF, to please tone it down. She hears. She is YOU. She will respond.

My name is Ruth Angela and I went through this experience of Kundalini Awakening thirty years ago. I had no idea then what had happened to me. But after many adventures and experiences, when everything calmed down, I discovered that I had acquired the ability to "see" Kundalini inside people who were not even near me. For years since 1996, I did healing and clearing blocks over the internet for many, many people when I lived in Hawaii. I could remotely see the blocks in their Kundalini and clear it for them, just by getting their name, location and short description. I was once featured on a TV news report called "Touched by an Angel."
I have many reports of success through this strange distant viewing. Western medicine has no answer for what I do, since it is about energy not the physical body.